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August 12 something unexpected may happen anythime.....really.........
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...... this is what my life this days....
frm 26th,july & 27th,july till now,
18 days......
i think i can try to write something.....
... ...
but i think still a bit hard.....
till now i still cant control my emotion.....
alas....
frm 26th,july. i again know SOMETHING UNEXPECTED MAY HAPPEN ANYTIME"天有不测之风云"
it tooke me some days to accept the truth........
too hard...... really too hard....
even now i still cant talk abt it.....
............
alas..
depressed enough
just wanna say,
wish nita,nihal,saurav's wife & his father-in-law peace in heaven.......
there wont have any traffic accident....
wish saurav go over it soon,
god bless saurav!
too much wanna complain,
god how can u be so bad so cruel....
nita nihal is such lovely babies....how can u take their lives....
how....
too much sad enough till now.......
still i can hear their voice...............
alas.....
cant say now......
tears come again./.................
July 18 my recentYoure My Sunshine - Jimmie Davis
You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away The other night, dear, As I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms. When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken And I hung my head and cried. You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. I'll always love you And make you happy If you will only say the same But if you leave me To love another You'll regret it all some day; You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. You told me once, dear You really loved me And no one else could come between But now you've left me And love another You have shattered all my dreams; You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. Louisiana my Louisiana the place where I was borne. White fields of cotton -- green fields clover, the best fishing and long tall corn; You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. Crawfish gumbo and jambalaya the biggest shrimp and sugar cane, the finest oysters and sweet strawberries from Toledo Bend to New Orleans; You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away. ![]() u r my sunshine..... one of my favor songs.....
these days just listening this song.....but doing nothing.....
annoyed n worried enough.......
life seems suddenly in hell...
never met such situation before.......
all said i should claim for the wage if the school still dont pay for me...or i should say us..
actually not only me..... all the teachers' wage of June still in hell....
we called the financial manger abt when we can get our wage,she just told us to wait,wait ,wait...
oh my god.... the 15th,has gone....still no any information abt when we can get ......
too much depressed.....
n the contract will end in the end of July.......
just feel like n hell....
i wont stay in this school,coz frm last 2months....
every month we always worried will us get our wage.......
pressures enough abt that......
a school was full of future before,but now...students choose to leave..teachers r planning to leave,some r ready to leave like me.......
why??....
general speaking, our leader didnt have the right idea abt the school.....
they only wanna get money frm the students,but never thought to make the students learn more....never ever think abt the future of the students......
even the students stole school's computers,but they never be charged,n never get any punishment frm school....
alas........
what comforted me is i have finished all the classes for the students,n have help them to pass the qualification exam ,i know they u get it....
n in this school....i met many different people..n make a lot friends......
that's what i get frm this school.....
thanks god let me meet n know n make friends with these friends....
all good things must come to an end.......but friendship will never end.............
wish all my firends be happy healthy forever......
June 20 in memory of Mr,Chanthese days a bit unhappy,
maybe coz the weather............
raining raining ....again n again...........
annoyed........
Tuesday night,just got the news abt Mr.Chan ,
my old colleague,a good teacher,a good chief cook.......
he was gone on last Sat.
too much surprised when heard the news,
he is older than mean at least 20year,but he's really a nice n optimistical,
n always join us to KTV or take us to try different fancy fud...
we never think he's old......still always he said himself just 30years old ...... :)
but now.......
we cant see his smile,we cant try the delicious fud which he cook,
last month when we went to hospital to visit him,just hard to recognize him..........
the cancer treatment make him thin enough.........seems only the bone n skin.......
worse than the time when we went to visit him in the chinese new year in his home.......
just feel sad abt it...........
also worried abt his son,whom just graduated frm high school n just finished university entrance examination..
alas.............
Wish Mr.Chan leave in peace........... May 18 praying....12th,May,2008
a day we wont forget....
an earthquake made Sichuan shocked,
make chinese shocked,
make the world shocked...
dont wanna use any pics to show....
what we can do is pray for them,
n help them what we can.
to me, what i can do is to donate my money n my blood...
It's not much....
but wish it can warm the ppl whom in need............
512,
in Mandarin sound like
WU YAO ER
similar to
WU YAO AI
in english like
i want love
too much sad abt it....
wish the ppl who leave in peace
wish the ppl alive be strong n brave
tomorrow is another
live with hope
be strong
May 17 recentits really really a long time.............
frm Dec 23,2007 till now,17th May,2008
seems long long long enough....
many many things happy,unhappy
2008,the Olympic game should make ppl happy,
but when the new year come....
snow disaster made many ppl in hell.............
the CPI going more n more high,make many ppl feel living more n more hard
then now the earthquake...
too hard to say my feeling........
each time when reading the news,tears cant help come out~
too much confused.....
seems life come easy go easy.........
just thinking abt myself....
has graduated for almost 2 years..........
this job is my second job.............
met many many friends..............
when i decide to work more 1year in there,till my students finish their exam...........
but now something changed...
all the things seems unstable....
just feel like suddenly cant see the way.........
dont wanna to think what i should do...
just wanna finish the contract first........
December 23 my recent dayswell there's a long time didnt update my blog....... :P 2 much busy these days...... lessons every day, just feel like every day is a fighting day.... fighting for what?? hahahaha.......... time..... to me these days what i need is time.... more more more time, enough enough time...... the Christmas is coming soon... alas, it's not in weekend..... my Christmas Eve n Christmas will be only work work work........... :( 55555555 wanna spend my Christmas na........... even just give me enough time to sleep na......... alas......... last month.... bad luck enough/////// be delaid by thieves.... mobile drop into waters.... many things in hell at that time........ n the new year is coming soon ........ wish all the best..........all the best........ wish all my friends ... wish all the people i care.... wish my family wish my jaan.... all the things going well.............. wish good luck follow us........... God bless us.......... :) :) October 28 new lives ....this year seems many people has been or maybe going to be parents.......
my two cousins' babies were born in this year............
one is girl ,born in March, she's a very lovely baby girl...
but unlucky she was born with congenital heart disease........
alas... and the worse is the little girl almost leave us in Septmber.........
but thank goodness the doctor in guangzhou saved her life........
and the other baby is boy, was born in 24th Septmber morn. .....
he's a fat baby........many hair..........
but something bad is he got the jaundice ...and has been sent to babies icu ..........
and the baby can back home after 3 days............
too much annoyed these days.....
but
seeing the new lives......
think a lot.............
my jaan...
my family.....
my work ....
my students....
my future...
.......
many many things................
new lives........
new hopes??
can i give some wishes?
can i leave all bad luck?
can i ...
can i ??
i wish.....
i hope.....
i never ask for more.........
just wish all the things going well....
my family.... my jaan...... all the people i care.......
not more be cheated..... n have a healthy n happy life..................
October 14 some plant in my homeSeptember 29 Sep. ..........Sep. ... i dont like this Sep. too much........
why ..... coz many things happen in this month............
most of r unhappy things.......
ya... i work in school again,it should be a happy things ...... (actually i start my new work in the middle of August)
the school is in Xiqiao, near Xiqiao Hill too much.............
the new term start in Sep. many lessons every week......
my work still ........... and also i m be arranged to charge a class again...
always feel tired..................but in here something is fair is .. no pay no gain........
u will get how much u work .........
in this Sep. really feel un happy ......
cousin's baby girl ,who only 4 or 5 month...... too much cute enough...
suddenly got a serious illness... n was be sent to the hospital in foshan before the chinese teachers' day.......
bcoz of the baby got a heart disease when she was born............but the doctor didnt checked her heart carefully.....n thought it's a general heart disease....n suggested my cousin no need to do operation for the baby before 2years old..........
but unlucky....the doctor didnt found that there's a blood vessel is linking to her lung... the blood transport into her lung day by day...........and infect her lung badly..............:(
and the doctors cant help every thing....... just can tell my cousin n her family they cant control the baby's disease...
we almost lost the baby on the chinese teachers' day........... but luckily.........
someone know a doctor who working in a hospital which famous abt curing heart disease...........
the doctor tell us.... we have delayed the date for a long time.. coz in my niece's situation........ she should have the operation when she was 1month old...............
but thank goodness............. god bless the baby............
although she was sent to the ICU for 6 days after the operation,,....no one can see her...........
but it's lucky that she was out of the ICU now.....but the doctor only let my cousin be with her...
n now........her heart has no problem...... but her lung still need some time to cure her lung.......
wish the little baby never ever get any disease n happy healthy forever.............
always feel sad when seeing the little baby fighting with the dead,,,...............
still something bad happen on my jaan......
too much worried abt him..............
but what i can do is stand by him...support him...............
wish all his things going well............. n extricate himself frm the difficult position........
wish god bless him always.............
alas........
Oct. is coming soon...............
my another cousin's baby will be born in 3 weeks...........
a new life is coming...............
n also.... my little niece get her new life........
n just now... got a message frm a best friend....n know that his wife will go to be with him tomorrow.......
wish they happy together forever..... :)
really ....
seems something new is coming..........
i hope it........
i wish it......
god bless all my friends!
god bless all my family!
god bless my jaan.....
god bless all the people whom i care......
some times we will meet some difficult in our life..........
as one of my friend say...c'est la via!
ya....
hope.....
we cant live our life without hope......
there's a saying in chinese like this,
我们不能左右天气,但可以改变心情;我们不能选择容貌,但可以选择表情;我们不能预见明天,但可以珍惜今天,我们控制不了他人的态度却可以选择自己的反应,我们改变不了现实,却可以把握自己的人生,因为:没有绝望的处境,只有对处境绝望的人!
we cant control the weather,but we can change our mood,we cant choose our face,but we can choose our expression,we cant predict the future,but we can cherish today,we cant change others, but we can change ourselve,we cant change the fact but we can hold our lives,coz there's no hopeless situation in the world, but only the hopeless people .(dont know is my translate correct or not :P )
wish all the best....... :)
August 20 start work againtoday....... the day called the Double Seventh Festival........ also the last day of my vacation....... i have spent a long time for my vacation till now......... tom. ....... my work will start............ :) also again working as a teacher in Xi Qiao,it's better than before....... my friend ask me why dont go to GZ,i can get more in GZ..... i know it..... but now... i wanna have more experience first....in GZ,then i can try to apply for a job in college........ but now..... this school.....is not so far frm home...... n near to the Xi Qiao Hill ...... just wish this time i can get the fair treatment...... dont wanna be hurt again...........
alas.......... wish all the best.............. wish all my friends..... my family...........all the best...... wish god bless my jaan........... n wish gud luck always with him............ and also...... wish my friend Matt....... all the best........ August 04 is bad luck still with me??yesterday..... dad told me my pet has gone yesterday morn..........
too much short...????
my pet no more.........
dad said maybe coz the weather too much hot enough............
when he got up,it was gone............
..... .... too much depressed............headache enough.....
my pet has been with me for more than 10 years..... n it just abt 13 or 14 years old.... so young... then still dont know why it gone....
its so smart.... it knows who is coming....
alas.......... my poor turtle......in my opinion it will live a long time than me.......... but...........
dont know.....
just feel bad luck seems still with me.. never gone................
just wish my pet leaving in peace..........
July 22 what happen to the little girl??after some days rest.... just feel better... but still cough...........
reading some news online..... n found a terrible news..... shocked enough....
what happen to the little girl???
terrible.....
what happen to this 6years old little girl??
coz tumbled herself (her dad's saying)?
or as most ppl said,she's be hit by her stepmother??
why most ppl said,its most possible hit by her stepmother??
coz when the little girl being cured in hospital, she still saying, it's hit by stepmother....
but what's the lowdown??
who should be punished??
or just coz the girl having a illness abt blood??
till now... all still waiting for the shanghai Ruijin hospital's report
![]() little girl's grandma(mom's mom)
judgement by legal medical expert(Jiangxi) this judgement said that the girl was doubt that be hit
Jul,20 reached shanghai ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Jun,19,the little girl went to uncle's(her dad's brother) home for the festival,her bruise was be found,uncle called her grandma(dad's mom, living in beadhouse),grandma asked her son to take her grandson to meet her,n found the girl was badly hurt,so she's be taken to her aunt's home(her mom's sister)by a worker of the beadhouse.
<witness,
the workers said,there r many bruise on her little body,its hard for her to stand or sit,legs bleeding.
her uncle(her mom's brother-in-law) said,when she reached their home,nose,ears n mouth r bleeding.
her aunt said,her nose bleeding whole night>
Jun,20, Boyang hospital(in Jiangxi Province),
7am. the girl haematemesis frm her mouth
9am. she was be moved to the Boyang hospital in Jiangxi
4pm, her mom reached the hospital frm Beijing
before her mom reach,she was getting worse,and the doctor suggested them to move to the better hospital,
they have no money n the hospital stop offer medicine to her for 1 day
she's getting more n more worse, n her family trying their best to borrow the money
<witness,
the chirurgery director of Boyang Hospital said, they have advises her family to move her to the better hospital in Jiangxi,but her family have no money, so they did stop offer medicine to her for 1 day,n now the little girl cant wait for a second, n the hospital still waiting her family to pay for them.
uncle said,she have to move to the better hospital, but i only have 1000rmb,n i wll give all to pay for her. >
Jun,30,frm Boyang Hospital move to the Jiangxi Children Hospital by ambulance
9am. stated to move.. after 2 hours,reached the Jiangxi Children Hospital,and be salvaged,but the doctor give her family a bad news...the notice of being terminally ill
Jul,10 back home
her dad took her back home for the reason of he has no money,then the girl only can sleep on bed till her illness get worse again...
Jul,19 be moved frm home to the Jiangxi Children Hospital,but the hospital said they cant accept,then they contact the train station n move the girl to Shanghai...
Jul,20 reached Shanghai,n be sent to the Ruijin Hospital
after reading,just feel too much shocked,
not only for the poor girl, n just thinking what happen....
and the most shock me is what the hospital doing in these days...... coz she have no money,so stop offer medicine???
such a beautiful reason.....a terrible reason.....what's the duty of the doctor?? just feel hurt when hearing what the doctor said....... although now,many ppl beneficence for the poor little girl... but just think more further.... when u blame her stepmother n her dad, should we also blame the rule of the hospital??......
wish god bless this little girl...............
July 17 ...what s in my mindlooking at the blog....wanna write something...but brain s blank.............
too much fed up to do anything,even the world...... i know what situation i m now... i know my feeling.....
after graduated..... i got my dream work (when i was a kid) .......how lucky i was i thought before...... but now i was deeply realize that all r just a beautiful coverage....
teacher....sound like elevated.... maybe i should say at least 10years before teachers r really teacher.... of course,till now still some teachers r really work as teachers.....
just still have many many so call teachers,they work just for this job can get high income,n extra incomes never for tax....
why i know it? i know many ppl working as a teacher..... especially my best friend... she told me the truth...
i wished i never know hows the edu sys. be4,then i will apply for the gov.school.........
but unlucky.... it has give me a bad impression when they tell me....how nuch at least i have to pay for get this job............too much surprised...............not only the gov.sys. but also the edu.sys still the same....
i just doubt that... confused enough......
work for teacher for almost 1 year........ as i said be4,tired..... my heart tired abt it.... reason??... u may know it frm
sometimes think that...will things be better if i dont quit....
the answer is no...... i know i did gud to that school n my students....
all the students n the teachers n the headmaster apreciated me....
leaving is my choice.... i wont regret it.... i just feel sorry to my students..... they always made me worried abt even i no more work in their school...........
alas........
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many things happen in this year.....always made me feel depressed.... always made me down......
again n again... again n again......dont wanna say.....
sometimes just think is god playing me n my jaan?? what god wanna do??
or it just wanna give us enough wxperiences... n be more strong??
i dont know... really dont know...........
these days..... just wanna be alone.... didnt contact my friends.....
just 1 thing rest to support me....
that s my jaan...
just wanna b with my jaan.... together ... never leave....
just wish god bless my jaan.....bless us....
July 11 Norton AntiVirus .... again look at the sys file to be virus ??Norton AntiVirus .... again forbit enter in the system file ??
too much upset ...... all goes fine these days..
but sunday...my friend called me n told me she cant enter in the system...... just coz she upsdate her Northen....
n this evening... my Norton update in my laptop ......
then all in hell......... trying to uninstall it ..... but ........... :(
still i try to restart .......... but...........
:((
faint....... faint faint////////
dont tell me it again going crazy.....
oh my god......... bless me na.....................
i have 2 del it///////////
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9 People Confirmed Missing After Bridge Collapses Video surveillance cameras show there were four vehicles and nine people on a bridge spanning the Xijiang River which partially collapsed after it was hit by a boat on Friday. The video shows the four automobiles carrying seven passengers, were registered in Foshan, Guangzhou, Jiangmen and Shenzhen. It also shows there were two workers on the bridge at the time of the collapse, said Deng Genwei, vice mayor of Foshan city, Guangdong Province. Divers and 10 boats are searching the water for cars or trucks and people that may have fallen into the water but none has yet been recovered, said Deng. A boat laden with sand sailed out of the main channel and hit a pier of the bridge connecting Jiujiang Township in Nanhai district of Foshan to neighboring Heshan city at about 5:10 am on Friday, causing 200 meters of the 1,600-meter-long bridge to collapse. Sections of the collapsed bridge fell onto the bow of the boat, partially submerging it. All 10 crew members were rescued, and two were treated in hospital for bruises and released. The boat has been seized by local police and all of its crew are under police surveillance. (Xinhua News Agency June 16, 2007)
I m not pessimistic...... of course,i wish god bless these ppl.........but......the experience telling me these 9ppl maybe have leave.................... these days always remember abt something abt 11years ....ya.......... time goes too much fast........... abt 1 month later,it have been 11years............... the same place........... but different time..........my dad found my uncle there.........but..... what we found just his body............. he was gone...............no one know all these happen in such a short time....... the day before he gone,we still got his call.......... n the evening we got the news he was missed..........when being with his boss in the holiday house, swiming .........n the second day...... what we found was only the body under the bridge(dad said he will never forget there..... n now it's collapsed)............... the police told us, it's lucky we can find it,once over the bride.........n move a bit farther there usually will eddy n the catchment area will have some decharge.... then it will be hard to find when the body is.................... LUCKY????!!!! just feel too much sarcastic........ too much.......too much................. ....................... alas........... anyway............ God bless all the missing ppl............. June 16 JIUJIANG BRIDGE...JIUJIANG BRIDGE............ WHICH WE BOTH WANNA FORGET........BUT IN FACT HARD TO FORGET...................
N NOW...............IT'S BROKEN.....................DONT KNOW HOW'S MY FEELING..........
IT REMIND ME A LOT THINGS.....................
HERE'S THE NEWS is ABT WHAT HAPPEN THESE DAYS................
news on the many tv........
Vehicles missing after China bridge collapes
15 Jun 2007 11:38:35 GMT
Source: Reuters
BEIJING, June 15 (Reuters) - A mile-long Chinese bridge collapsed at dawn on Friday after being hit by a boat laden with sand, leaving part of the highway sloping directly into the water.
About 130 vehicles crossed the 1.6-km bridge in the southern province of Guangdong during the hour of the accident, and six were unaccounted for, the Chinese government's Web site, www.china.com.cn, said.
Divers were unable to find any cars and the number of casualties, if any, was still unknown, state media said.
The accident happened around 5 a.m. when the sand boat was passing under the bridge, which connects Foshan to the neighbouring city of Heshan.
"The boat hit a pier of the bridge, and at least 150 metres (yards) of the bridge structure collapsed," Xinhua said.
The collapsed bridge segment fell directly onto the boat, causing it to sink almost immediately.
Two of the boat's 10 crewmen were injured, but all were rescued, an official with the local police said.
The bridge runs over the Xijiang, a major tributary of the Pearl River Delta. Heavy rains in Southern China have made the river higher and faster than usual.
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